you know. I haven't filled out my blog for ages. I started to run out of things to write to be honest. My creative streak was dissapearing I guess, well, apart from the interesting peice about me getting divorced of course.

 

But a friend of mine recently started blogging for the first time which got me thinking about mine again, hence the change of theme. Now ok, granted it's a Halo theme but I really like the colour layout, so , deal with it.

 

So much has happened in my life in the last few months since my wife (soon to be ex wife) asked for a divorce. Most of which I can't go into right now for various reasons.

But, facts I can share are that, my house has been sold, I'm living at home with my parents until I can find somewhere of my own to live, that's grating on me quite a bit to be honest. I seem to have suddenly regressed to a 12 year old on moving home. Not from my point of view, but by how I'm being treated by my folks and it's doing my head in if I'm honest.

 

Had my best mate help me move most of my stuff yesterday out of the house and into storage, double edged sword to be honest, firstly I could never have done it without him, but it didn't help that he was/is sufferring from swine flu at the moment, so fingers crossed boys and girls that I don't get that as well.

 

Anyway, so the house is sold. My 2 dogs have been rehomed, my children are living with me for half the week, and half the week at their mothers. My cats have been rehomed, luckily they can stay in the house, thanks to a brilliant stroke of genius on my part I've been able to palm the cats off onto the people who are moving into my house so they don't have to move at all, RESULT!

 

I thought I would spend my entire time through this divorce business being miserable and sad, lonely etc..etc.. but..... there have been certain things that have happend quite recently in fact, in the past few weeks that have given me reason to smile, and lift my head a bit more and look at the light at the end of the tunnel, it's a light alright, shining like the north star, which used to guide sailors home, and I think that's what's happening to me.... Instead of being stuck at sea not knowing which way was home, I'm being directed out of the maelstrom by that bright shining star and if I keep following it (which I intend to do) I have a feeling that for the first time in my life I might actually get to see the northern lights..........the auroa.............

 

No matter what's happeing in your life, no matter how bad you think things may be or how things are going to turn out. Try to remember to take 5 mins out, and look up, look at the beauty that surrounds us all and maybe, just maybe you might see your star too!!

 

Keep smiling everyone, 'cos at the moment, I'm beaming!!

:-)

 

xxxx